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(Again I Go Unnoticed) Halloween got me thinking [26 Oct 2006|10:25am] Raise your hand if you miss beacon hill.. My hand is raised and boy it is raised high. My favorite memories include dancing in the living room, beating casey at beer pong for the first time, waking up with the cops in my face, walking down the sidewalk naming car makes and models, good song playlists and not getting yelled at when you change it, doing my first beer bong and walking out the bathroom door and right into danyelle. That kept things exciting. Jump on it.. thats all im going to say. hell i even miss chasing the ping pong ball into caseys bathroom with hair all over the floor and getting yelled at to shut the door haha. I think that one has happened to all of us. I remember a time where we knew everyone that was there and if we didnt the person usually felt so awkward that they didnt know anyone that they left.. like the girl that showed up in all gold with wings on the back of her shirt. it was NOT halloween. I'm going to be completly honest here, the most awkward times at the appt were when the state people would show up. At least we knew each other. Now days no one knows each other. And theres stupid girls trying to sleep with our boys. I miss danielle being there. I would rather party with all the people i didnt want at the appt last year than the people that are showing up now. I guess this is to be expected. Everyone is getting older, and with it they are gettng more serious, and they meet new people.. I miss the old people i guess and the old fun we used to have. I guess i'm just sad. Sad that everyone and everything is changing. I guess its time for me to move on. I just dont think im ready to. I took a big leap with jeff. I cut bryan right out of my life and i swear he is trying to break me. His phone calls and pleas are tempting sometimes. But jeff is amazing and im not ruining this one. I'm indifferent with my house selling. I want to leave, but at the same time i dont think im ready yet. I'm bored with this place. But i love my friends. I guess we'll cross that bridge when i come to it.

(Again I Go Unnoticed) Carnival Valor [09 Jul 2006|11:24pm] So i just got home from the airport, and im kind of really sad. The cruise was so much fun. I forgot about how you feel when you get back. All i want to do is rewind to 6 this morning. Watching us pull into port and seeing the sun rise and hearing him singing to me. What a fucking joke haha. I hate how you get so close to people on the stupid boat. I had a blast this week. What an amazing birthday! Best yet for sure. I'm really excited to get back to my normal life and i can't wait to see you! Water tight walls More Champage White Hennesey Want a Robe? STUNNA SHADES I've got friends in low places KAROKE CASINO This is a BAD idea Carol and Randy TEQUILA Senor Frogs Dont tell my mom I'm still 17 so its okay Gotta be BLONDE Would you be my girl BABY GIRL Cowboys OLD WHORES Dance 13 yr old Word of the day 1400 CLUB are you in it?? Aww are you too young? Formal Pictures John broke the elevator Grills Lean with it Who locked our mini fridge? much much more... good times JAMIE LYNN

(Again I Go Unnoticed) [21 May 2006|09:15pm] [ mood | indescribable ] I'm going to start living my life for me, not anybody else. I'm going to do what i want to do, date who i want to date, eat what i want to eat, wear what i want to wear, think about whatever i want, learn what i want to learn, go where i want to go, be friends with who i want to be friends with, watch what i want to watch, say what i want to say, feel what i want to feel, and not care what anyone thinks in the process. It's your choice if you want to be my friend or not. haha this is funny because i garruntee no one reads this anymore. But yeah.. It's my life.. its now or never.. i aint gonna live forever i just wanna live while im alive.. ITS MY LIFE... super cheesy Bon Jovi lyrics i know. Can you tell i havent seen anyone since friday? haha Well now u know my life plan. whoever you is these days. PEACE OUT BIOTCH

.:**:. [21 Dec 2003|10:36pm] this is what it comes down to i love you guys

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